Mystical Bewilderment

Ma’at is one of those goddesses that I rarely acknowledge. The few times I tried to get her to pay attention to me, I got a very distinctive, Oh. That’s nice, dear. And that was the end of the interaction. The lesson, as difficult as it felt at the time (being without other gods or anything to fill the void), was an easy one. She wasn’t interested in what I had to do. At the time, I just assumed that I had to do some serious work on myself, restructure a few things, and then I could get back to honoring her. The restructuring never happened. The actually out-and-out honoring her in some way has never happened. I’ve learned that while she is a goddess and that she does exist – I felt her, at least – she is not my goddess and she does not want any of my…

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